I’m sorry for whatever I’ve done but to be honest, I can’t possibly think of a reason why you hate me and/ or am angry at me and how somehow I freak you out. We haven’t spoken in months and you give me awkward half smiles in the corridor somehow implying a “Hi”. Yes I know I’m very loud, volatile, extroverted and impulsive. But, I just want things to be the way they once were before all this. I miss our long d&m’s and my biggest mistake was telling you, I knew it would never be the same but I thought you deserved to know. I should have just kept it to myself.